ART OF WITNESSING

  Train yourself to ask this sudden question “Whats on your mind?” You could frankly answer that question...with no judgment. Anything you are thinking is not wrong in any level. But what makes the difference is how are you reacting to that feeling. If it a happy thought you are just happy in your imagination ..you get so addicted to that. You develop the expectations of those to be real..you have desire..but after few moments I t will vanish..just gone and now you are sad...because you expected. If its sad thought...you dwell within you...you expect that not to happen..you resist it...resistance is heavy...and you suffer again.... So what do we do? We should be thoughtless? Actually we should but it is really harder than you think... First thing you do is...do not react with your thoughts.. But i sat still..closed my eyes...didn’t even move...where did i react? Didn’t you notice the change in breathing patterns and heartbeat along with your thoughts..there you reacted. And that is...

  You think you understand time because you know speed. Can you define time without mentioning speed? And if speed is relative, so is your time. But time is not linear. Its circular. Everything is moving in a circle with uniform velocity. Which means time is constant. And that's present.

  If you fear death then you are not living life the way you want to. You are living for the future which is a concept.

  I killed myself today I was complaining about people doing wrong to me I was sad I didn’t get what I expected I wanted to avenge the naive me for being innocent Then I realize it was addicting I was so used to the sorrow and tears Those were my friends Crying with tears running down my cheeks was my orgasm Not that i was hurting anybody Nor even me But that old me was hurting people around me My ragged clothes, dragging body...wandering eyes were not pleasing, instead very disturbing Thus to exist with coherence with the souls around me I had to do it... I took out the longest sword that my mind can hold Put it in burning flame until the steel is red like the burning sun First make the blade slide through the skin It killed all my history of touch Then I pierced it through my ribs That sizzling sound grew louder until it touched my heart. Instead of bleeding my heart burned to a black ball and finally turned into a hard earth Then I sliced my neck , my head didn’t fell off but s...

  The concept that Body and soul are separated from each other is flawed... Don’t mistake that your body and soul are different from each other. Its a concept to let you know whatever you think you are is not who you are. Is body you? No So “ soul” you? No Your legs shakes when you are nerveous Your tears might have reason You smile when you are happy You heart beat, breathing pattern gets alter with every emotion of ours. So do you really think body and soul are different? So why is everywhere? Why are they saying body and soul are different? It’s because some of your body is voluntary and other which you cannot control and maybe we have to assign those actions to something responsible...and maybe that's what we call it soul. As far As I have experienced your body acts different for different emotions. Why is that necessary? Why are tears necessary?