I have figured out " the strength"
When everything feels bitter, staying sane and being kind is the real strength. That's when you will realize that you have control over your emotions.HOW I KILLED MYSELF
I killed myself today I was complaining about people doing wrong to me I was sad I didn’t get what I expected I wanted to avenge the naive me for being innocent Then I realize it was addicting I was so used to the sorrow and tears Those were my friends Crying with tears running down my cheeks was my orgasm Not that i was hurting anybody Nor even me But that old me was hurting people around me My ragged clothes, dragging body...wandering eyes were not pleasing, instead very disturbing Thus to exist with coherence with the souls around me I had to do it... I took out the longest sword that my mind can hold Put it in burning flame until the steel is red like the burning sun First make the blade slide through the skin It killed all my history of touch Then I pierced it through my ribs That sizzling sound grew louder until it touched my heart. Instead of bleeding my heart burned to a black ball and finally turned into a hard earth Then I sliced my neck , my head didn’t fell off but s...
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